There is no true “release” in masturbation. It is not an escape, it is a trap. You sign away your peace, your freedom, your self, your inheritance in a sense, like Esau did with Jacob; and all for a passing moment, a mere feeling that when gone, leaves guilt and almost despair in its place …
I fully went to this man’s house with a plan. We had only been talking for a couple of weeks, and in the peak of my hoe phase he was the perfect opportunity for an emotional (and physical) rebound. This is the personal story about temptation, chastity, and God’s grace through a real experience I …